To all those it may concern...

Refs suck.... and they can just go suck a Butt...



I spent all weekend watching some of my best friends lose soccer games all because refs suck at doing their jobs!


yeah thats pretty much it, so ya


P.S. screw refs

How to...

How to survive....




Be different....
Be better....
Be for real...
Be original...
Be you:)

A _ L _ O _ N _ E

We are supposed to live a carefree life, Have fun, break things, fall in love, sneak out, rebel, eat chocolate, get in trouble with the police.

But this is not the life we live, we all think that everyone else has it easier than us and that we all have to go through things alone...

you are never alone.

"I'm fiercely independent, but I'm also terrified of being alone..." -Adam Levine

Even those of us that we look up to so much... Fear being alone.

We could handle it on our own, but that's not the point, we want someone there, someone to tell us we are special, someone who we can talk to for hours on end and never get bored.

We live these lives and everyone expects us to be so strong... and we are... Its just...


We don't want to be

We want to be weak enough for someone to lift us...

We all need someone who will love us back...

someone who will help us with everything and anything we need, someone to lift those burdens of fear and inadequacy that leave us empty inside...

"The only thing keeping you from being happy is the belief that you are alone." -Anna Draper


remember!

                             YOU ARE NEVER ALONE.....

Friendship

“Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.” 
― Albert Camus

“Friendship is born at that moment when one man says to another: "What! You too? I thought that no one but myself . . ."” 
― C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves

“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.” 
― Bob Marley

“If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” 
― A.A. Milne, Winnie-the-Pooh

“If I had a flower for every time I thought of you...I could walk through my garden forever.” 
― Alfred Tennyson

“It's the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter.” 
― Marlene Dietrich

Love

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” 
― Dr. Seuss

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.” 
― Elbert Hubbard

“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.” 
― André Gide, Autumn Leaves

“We accept the love we think we deserve.” 
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

“As he read, I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.” 
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.” 
― Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever

“You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.” 
― Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper

Girls.... :D

I'm not kidding when I say there are some girls who every time I see them there is nothing in my body that can be sad or mad...

Girls can have the biggest influence and I am pretty sure they don't even realize it...

There are some girls that intimidate me so much that talking to them makes my stomach feel like a flock of butterflies decided to just have a freaking 5k...

They don't realize that they look better without makeup and with their hair just pulled up in a messy bun...

They don't realize that their opinion of you can put you on cloud 9 for months or can leave you in the deepest pit imaginable...

But maybe that's why we(boys) get such a rush from spending our every waking moment trying our hardest to get your attention, just make you notice, even for one second...

Human

What makes us human? 

I believe what makes us human is...

The way we make mistakes...

The way we learn....

The way we forget....

The way we grow.... 

The way we hurt.... 

The way we love.... 

The way we hate.... 

The way we protect....

The way we cry....

The way we laugh....

The way we breath.... 

The way we forgive...

The way we strive for a better life.... 

What comes next?

Why are some people so afraid of what comes next? I have never been afraid of what comes next! There is something in me I guess that provides me with a comfort and peace for what comes next!
People are worried about what they will do after college, or high school or missions. But for me I say "Bring it on!" For me there is nothing more exciting then what comes next... I believe that life can suck only if you let it suck, so don't let it suck. If you don't have lots of money, live the best life you can live with the money you have. if you aren't the smartest, find something that doesn't require the most brains and live that life to the absolute fullest... I guess what I am saying is don't let a fear of your shortcomings or insecurities scare you, Let that fuel your desire to be the best you can be and never be afraid of what comes next. ;)

Crayons and Creativity and Us O___O

Yeah so I don't really understand the point of Mr. Nelson Telling us to be our own person and live our own lives and do what we want and then requiring us to do a certain number of posts a week so we can get a good grade and meet his expectations but hey that is none of my business... JK I don't think there could be a better set up of a class but it brings across an interesting point, Where is a place or a world in which we are 100% Real?... Where we can be creative, or lazy, or outgoing, or keep to ourselves...! until we find a world free of judgement and tests and grades, then there will never be a world in which we can be 100% US

The Real Me-_-

As days pass, I wonder what will come next.

    Every day is a mystery, I live a spontaneous life without even realizing.

I wonder if people don't want to talk to me or if they think I don't want to talk to
  them...

    A text means more to me than it should.

I miss the people who I used to spend every day with every day.

    People think they know me... but no one really knows me.

Integrity and Trust are everything to me.

    I would do anything for those closest to me.

Missing an opportunity is my biggest fear.

    I hate that everyone assumes that we are all the same.

Growing distant from people who once meant so much is terrifying to me.

   Crowded places are where I feel the most alone...